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In the Shadow of Eight
Surviving the Reality of My Childhood
Collin Gosselin
- Written by
- Collin Gosselin
- Read by
- Collin Gosselin
- Length
- 7 hrs 15 min
- Rating
- 5.0 / 5
- Listed
- $23.61
- At Apple Books
- $14.99
- Publisher
- Grand Central Publishing
- Released
- 2026-10-13
Shelved under
What it is
Collin Gosselin, one of the sextuplets from Jon & Kate Plus 8, breaks his silence to share the shocking story hidden behind the facade of a picture-perfect family.
“As someone who knows firsthand the lasting impact institutional trauma can have on a young person's life, I was deeply moved by Collin's honesty and strength. So proud of Collin for turning his pain into purpose and powerfully sharing his story with the world.” —Paris Hilton
For years, the world watched Jon & Kate Plus 8 through a lens of curated joy. But while the cameras captured the milestones, they missed the moments that defined Collin Gosselin’s life: the Christmas morning where the gifts were reclaimed as soon as the cameras went down, and the basement room where silence was his only companion.
In the Shadow of Eight is the first account of a secret childhood lived in the gaps between the frames. Collin is finally sharing the truth about being held down, the basement cell where he was hidden for years, and the cocktail of powerful antipsychotics forced on an eleven-year-old boy. This is a reckoning with the dark side of fame: the systems, the entourage, and the institutions that allowed one boy to be erased. This is the never before told story of how he escaped and found his way back from the dark.
On the charts
Charting now — best position 1 on Bestsellers in Personal Development, reached October 14, 2026. Seen on 9 charts over 42 days of readings, the first on August 28, 2026.
| Chart | Best | Days | Last seen |
|---|---|---|---|
| Personal Development | |||
| Bestsellers | 1 | 34 days | October 15, 2026 |
| New releases | 1 | 11 days | October 24, 2026 |
| All audiobooks | |||
| Apple Books | 1 | 11 days | October 24, 2026 |
| New releases | 7 | 2 days | October 15, 2026 |
| Bestsellers | 19 | 1 day | October 14, 2026 |
| Biographies & Memoirs | |||
| Apple Books | 1 | 11 days | October 24, 2026 |
| New releases | 2 | 10 days | October 24, 2026 |
| Bestsellers | 3 | 32 days | October 21, 2026 |
| Libby | 28 | 5 days | October 24, 2026 |
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